Rosmini

2009-12-25T10:06:00.001-08:00

i'm not blogging anymore , find me at tumblr alright ?
figure it yourself , come and get me bitches ^^

2009-12-25T09:16:00.000-08:00

i miss my girls , three of us its was used to be.

now things started to change and we're far

a part but my girls are always in my heart.

it's always this and it's natural . life is always

happening .

2009-12-25T09:12:00.000-08:00

yes its so true but nah its over between us.

this is all about the old us but the new us is

gone.but somehow im still liking you.

2009-12-25T09:08:00.001-08:00

tell me about it , who doesnt love chanel ? i do . trueness !

2009-12-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

hey there , its been days i didn't update . well been busy with dance again .
and competition and performances are coming up . hell i'm tired . and today
is my day off . i seat at home and ordered kfc , dyana and shud came over
we talked and chilled , i'm dead bored right now . and yay i bought two pairs
of puma shoes . and lots of new stuff . school is starting and i've not bought
my books . nike shoes and dkny school bag . and dickies hell they got no
small sizes and guess what , when there early in the morning and wasted i
didnt bring home any dickies . such a waste of time , but some how i dont
care lucky i find a pants that is like dickies but this one for my size , like
finally lah ! waaa singapore also hard uh wanna find my size . OH YES HEELS!
HEELS IS MUST TO GET . anyone wanna go out tml ? saturday night i wish to go
out please , anyone? boohoo :(

2009-12-20T02:18:00.000-08:00

saturday was my family day , when chinatown and support my anak sedare both
of them won . nadia got is 2nd princess and nadim is the winner for the little manhunt.
congratz to them , my cute little muffies . and had lunch together after that . me and
mummy when bugis and i don't know what to buy . just bought some clothes and off
home . next week , i cant wait to get those puma and dickies . topshop jeans at only
39bucks , cheap enough ? yeah but too bad i didnt bought it . and today stayed at home
watched movies and later on going out for dinner with mummy and daddy . can we like go
have some seafoods or maybe adam road ? i craving for seafoods , right now ~ phew .

2009-12-19T22:26:00.000-08:00

firstly i'm changing handphone again , cause kakak get her blackberry bold
and she's getting this phone which is samsung its the same as blackberry its
just the brand are different and she's giving me that to me soon . oh to spammers
eh , kalau kakak aku boleh mampu , aku pon boleh mampu tapi aku ade care to
get blackberry . i have to behave to get all the stuff i want . but neh , since kakak
nak bagi aku new phone then i dont have to waste money right . its good enough
to have a phone then rather not having one . you are messing with wrong person
okay , kau banyak nye kaya aku kene dgr kate kau -.- pls eh grow up sudah .
oh yeah my blog is dead cause i'm lazy to update , so mind me as i say im lazy.
oh yeah lg secret boleh dapat free ? kau try pergi uh ? whatever okay , i dont
wanna show off already , later ade je sakit mata kan . so yeah lets just say
your stupid too mess with me okay -.- very very very uh . if tk puas pasal post
ni your welcome to meet me at rp or add me if your coward to meet me .
well , i dont give a fuck what people say about this post , org kasi muka org
pijak kepala . no more no more eh , oops sorry eh im not dumb bitch.

*flip hair**roll eyes*

2009-12-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

-.- i deleted my taggy , cause this idiot very irritating eh .
aku tak kuasa nak layan pasal aku tahu kalau aku layan
dorg pijak kepala .oh yeah dont get too fuss about phones
please , grow up and get a life spammers . serious shits
org yang terase pasal blackberry , korang get all this wrong!
orang nak hidop aman pon susah ada aja yang sebok dengan
comments nya . tutop sudah mulot , takyah penat kan tangan uh
type pat taggy , kan waste your time only . don't like it dont view
it then . pfft.

i got you bulletproof.

2009-12-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

firstly , batam trip cancelled . cousin came over and chill with us .
no dance for me today , a rest with cousin chilling with snacks and
movies at home . watched susuk pocong and i swear it's a stupid show.
there's no storyline , pathetic much . i've got my new phone already,it's
lg secret. i know i had be wanting blackberry but it seems like wasting
my money and it's common . i seen people using it almost some of my
friends use it . but whatever atleast i get to stop using motorola phone.
and i'm still waiting to get my samsung back , it takes long time to get it
back trust me police just wants to play games with us . i've tried it and
trust me do not make up with police , it suck people . i want itouch and
those boots pretty please ? insyallah i'll work it's my luck to get the job
if i cant get it , then it's too bad .

2009-12-14T08:52:00.000-08:00

hey there.had dance practice with rembuctions.front splits are otw.
i can't wait to do front splits , it hurts but somehow you have to bear
with the pain. but i'm liking it.the pain feels like you wanna bite someone.
i'm weird don't you think so ? righttt , i'm effing bored and i'm currently eating
chocolates , i didnt had my lunch and my dinner until now , right now is 12.48pm
wtf right ? im effing hungry and there's no food , damnnnn . i going work interview
maybe this wednesday , i need job , i dont care what people say lah , its my life.
you think i'm a fuck poor , nehhh think what you wanna think right bitch , cause i
learn and you don't . somehow when your big , you also work so dont talk much
here alright , ORANG YANG TERASE , ITU LAH DIE . opppppps !

2009-12-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

everything are messed up , i hate this part when people starts to show
those kanina attitude , being so selfish being so mean , being so heartless
is totally you , am i right ? yeah i am ? whatever is it im bearing with everything.
since august until now , mothertoot , arghhhhh! i'm effing angry + sad + lonely.
why am feeling this ? I ALSO DON'T KNOW ! this is weird , fuck that shit !

2009-12-13T05:31:00.001-08:00

why am i thinking negative always ? why ? WHY ! i cant take it anymore.
i'm effing lonely right now , no one is beside me anymore . this is all bullshits.
i bursting my tears out everyday , this is sick !

2009-12-13T02:59:00.000-08:00

i'm going batam this tuesday ? but then mummy say not comfirm ?
wth is this huh ? im asking for 100bucks for this i need those boots
please . i know i have too much of shoes but i need this boots for
dance . not important but hell those boots are the bombzxzxz.
pastry shoes are out ? nehhh , comfirm common uh . 100% !
saw it yesterday , nice but still want the boots ...

2009-12-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

To the Y.O.U.N.G.M.O.N.E.Y C.A.S.H.M.O.N.EY.B.A.B.E.H ~ ! yo we're back!

2009-12-11T21:12:00.001-08:00

i'm meeting gombaks , skate friends and young money
later on . i can't wait , should i wear heels , hmmm ?

2009-12-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

today we had dance practice and photo shoot. i don't know what to wear , very
disgusting uh my dressing today . i'm tired again , maybe i'm going to grab those
boots tml or next week . cant wait cant wait . ohhh , more to hiphop and contemp
this time , you go girls ~

2009-12-11T06:47:00.001-08:00

one big family , rembuctions . i love you guys . lots of loves , nini lil shawty :D

nothing to post about today , just about the bitch .

2009-12-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

dance dance dance,everyday i'm at rp.find me bitch.
figure it yourself then.don't have to act big fuck here ya.
if you got a problem,care enough to come down then.
not to pick a fight , nah i'm not that type of person. talk
whatever you want to talk then we're finish it bitch.
oh please, get a life . dasar wannabe ? oops .
"small people give face,they step it as if its nothing"
eh ingat ah line ni dalam kepala otak kau .

GUESS WHAT ? i'm holding like 4phones with me
and all of it are spoiled . MCM CB TAK ! arghhhh!
i'm effing pissed eh , 4phone but then mcm cb rosak.

2009-12-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

Whassup Ya , i'm busy again . too bad i got no free time . so yeah , fyi
i'm so gonna get that boot . diediedie must uh . haiyaaaaa , i've nothing
to blog ? i'll update tml , love , lil shawty.

2009-12-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

i miss faizah nutz crew.omg.i miss everyone.

2009-12-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

3 words. 4 meanings. 1 love . 1 heart . 1 nation . 1 destiny
there's meaning behind it . i only heart one person and our
love is strong . 3 words it's always there . nation is where
we meet . love is where we bulid . destiny is where we stand.

its between us that i'm posting about. somehow i'm broken-
hearted . i'm bearing everything and acting pernormal but my
heart is always your name . like how i promise myself and to
you .

2009-12-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

whassup's , just came back from rp again.had

dance prac with rembuctions today.tml 9am

at woodlands again. omg can die sia wakeup

early in the morning reminds me of season

man, shits i miss those dancers already.

cant wait to meet you guys maybe this

wednesday.cant wait for tml.seriousshit.

2009-12-06T09:19:00.000-08:00

oh please . stop boasting . stop hiding please . argh annoying people.
serious shitz , this kinda person get a life . bitch wrong person to hide
with cause i'll seek it . i'm not stupid like duh , you may bitch but i can be
the worst . small people give face , they step it as if theres nothing .
hell no , there is something i want to deal with . shut the fuck up ____ !

2009-12-06T08:17:00.000-08:00

even though we fight we separate we cry , we're still strong . our friendship
is still moving on . girl your a good friend , thank you for being my friend .
i would like to wish you happy 15th birthday , sweet thing . hey i cant
wait to catch new moon with ya and the rest . let's party hard on your
birthday . no drinking please , just have fun together with heels on .
saturday night , young money night still on bebeh . cant wait cant wait.
do not cancel it , i'm missing young money , THE MAIN YOUNG MONEY
PLEASE not those kepos2 please .

2009-12-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

i'm gonna miss dance thru season's , i miss every single one of the dancers there.
i hope we'll meet again . and it's finally over no more waking up early in the morning.
but somehow i felt i dont want it to end even if it's tiring though . i'm very glad to meet new
people in my life and learn many things from each other . how i wish dancing thru
season will never end as we'll stand strong there , dancing together again . meet you
guys soon . missing everybody . miss all those bitching session those scolding which
make's us wake up . so friday and saturday performance was awesome . everybody
did well even though some of us did mistakes , learn from it , face from it . i learn
many things and i wasted my tears cause i miss you guys so much already . xoxo ,nini.

2009-12-05T23:14:00.000-08:00

somehow i've to move on , its okay let me feel the pain . i leave you
because i love you not because i hate you . i have nobody in my hand
right now . don't think that i still never mark my promises . i'm still
promised myself to wait for you while im moving on like what you did.
well we solve things out , i hope we're still strong i dont want you to
get stress anymore . see ya tml . i love you always .

i pick friends which are understandable. bit that !

2009-11-28T23:44:00.000-08:00

they are the best , they are caring , funny and fun . love fina and faizah .
much love , nini lil shawty . * we share things together we gossip together*
they cheered me up whenever im down . we cheered each other together.
how sweet friends are they ? right ...

2009-11-26T09:41:00.000-08:00

hey ya , just came back from rp . dance prac again . how about that .
tml is hari raya haji , yay . i cant wait . cousins are coming over to
my house . exciting much . so right now i'm feeling kinda worried
and hungry plus tired plus stress plus down . this typical feeling just
came across randomly , oh my oh my . new jacket , fears much .
omg . i need food . i'm effing hungry . damn there's no food . omg.
i cant wait to get my nike high cut which i ordered yesterday ?
haha , alright goodnight have a nice day xoxo , lil shawty .

2009-11-11T07:47:00.000-08:00

much love from nini .

love them lots ,xoxo.

i miss alyv vogue.omg.

2009-11-10T09:35:00.000-08:00

omg , this suck whenever i can't sleep . i'll turn hungry at night . eating to much crumps
can make my stomach grow big but still small in size . weird muchy . i can't go for diet.
if i would i'll be more smaller , fuck must maintain nini , it's a must uh *promise myself*
haha , i know lah vans , just shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ! hahahahah ~ I'M BORED ~ ANYBODY
CAN ENTERTAIN MY SHIT RIGHT NOW ? at last lil mat selamat got msg me , at last eh.
chak boo , i got cha bitch boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

2009-11-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

i want more chicken wing please.wtf.

2009-11-10T06:35:00.000-08:00

My highlight suck . i know, can it be seen?

but whatever uh. did it with a cheap price.

random things i'm gonna say here.

new camera coming up.

new phone coming up.

new shoes coming up.

i hope it's gonna be next week.

2009-11-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

Out with fadlie voguelicious.shop.pastamania with fauzi.

there's so much pictures took but i'm lazy to upload.

will upload on fb,add me if your interested to see.

had great time.had fun.

craving for many food

2009-11-09T09:48:00.000-08:00

Right Now , I feel like eating fried mars bar.
ben and jerry ice cream . pastamania .
soul garden . swensen . mango pudding.
starbucks . candyempire . gelare . pizza hut .
burger king . i feel like eating chili padi with
beef hor fun . i am feeling about food right now.
this makes me hungry , uhuh . cant wait for tml.

2009-11-08T20:48:00.000-08:00

Where are you now

When I need you the most

Why don't you take my hand

I want to be close

Help me when I am down

Lift me up off the ground

Teach me right from wrong

Help me to stay strong

Take my hand and walk with me

I need you to set me free yeah

Where are you now

When nothing is going right

Where are you now

I can't see the light

Where are you noooow,

When I need you the most?

Why don't you take my hand?

I wanna be close.

Take my hand and walk with me, yeahh.

Where are you noooooww,

When nothing's going right?

Where are you nooooww?

I can't see the light.

So take my hand and walk with me.

Show me what to be, yeah

I need you to set me free, yeahh.

Where are you now?

Now that I'm half-grown.

Why are we far apart?

I feel all alone.

Where are you noooow?

When nothing's going right.

Where are you now?

I can't see the light...

baby's where are you now ?
i miss you badly . farhan , stay strong .
i know how you feel , your problems are
same like mine before , just have to be brave alright.
cheer up always , i'm down with a sad mood thinking
of you everyday . thinking do you have money to go to
work ? thinking do you have money to eat ? OMG ! I
WANT TO MEET YOU SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU CASHES.
HUG YOU TIGHT AND NEVER LETTIN IT GO.

2009-11-06T09:21:00.000-08:00

Guess what ?!? i didnt highlight my fuckin hair . as i seen mira's highlight
it's like not highlight .. i change my mind . but after all will do it soon .
so today meet up with mira sherman . when sengkang with her and off
to far east . meet up with farhan and off to penin . wanted to buy dickies
pants but hell it's effing big ya for ma . but whatever , i'm sure there's
other brand pants that has my SIZE . grab ciggs off to esp recap every
steps and i hope im gonna do fine tml . train home and then cab home .
i'm freakin tired right now . i've no mood i feel so different as period just
came today . wtffff ! pfft . i cant sleep ! i cant sleep ! why why why !
must i drink coffee everyday then i'll fall to lala land ? this is so pathetic , argh . somehow i had a great time just now with them . xoxo , lil shawty.

he pick up my calls ! yay me ! ohh , im so happy after listening to his voice.
fuckin happy though just now and now im down with shit attitude . i hate it
cause i dont like giving people attitude , i need to control this shits of mine.

i'm not here to be in the picture . get that str8 !

2009-11-05T08:49:00.000-08:00

Just came back home from dance prac at rp with vogue
and the rest for dance season . and i'm fuckin tired but
whatever it is i still have to buck up . pfft , thanks to ella
and faizah for teaching me the first dance and i still need
to buck up some steps . i'm gonna highlight my hair tml.
blush up with my steps tml with farhan . most proberly
meeting alyv if he's not busy at night , not comferm yet
though . and saturday will be the preview , a big OMG.

should i order pastry kicks ? or just order some other
brands ? i can't decide cause i love the other brands
too . still thinking.......... hmmm ..

oh well , i need to sleep ! i really need it now now now!
goodnight people !

2009-11-04T04:36:00.000-08:00

You just have to go after what you want

and if it doesn't want you back then so

be it.it doesn't deserve you anyways.

- nicole richie

2009-11-03T23:29:00.000-08:00

i waited for you at mrt for god damn hours . and you didnt return

my calls or messages . and what was your reason ? fall asleep in

the bus . the first call you told me you were otw to woodlands ,

second call , you said you reached woodlands , after that the third

time , you didnt pick up my calls . more than 10times i gave ya but

you didnt pick up . sucha a asshole isn't you ? was pissed with you

totally pissed with you , fyi i don't like to wait for people for hours.

you should know hows my attitude is right. we're fuckin closed we're

in the same crew you should know everything . people gave respect but

you push it aside . how rude could you be huh . yeah i know i might be hush sometimes but hey i was joking around . i've give up , we're not here

to pick up your pieces alright get this on your mind . since you have said sorry , this time i forgave you alright . tc bro .

i miss ya , ya miss i.

2009-11-03T09:55:00.000-08:00

i'm hoping for you to call me.

i'm waiting alright . please

call me ! i miss your voice badly:(

2009-11-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

hey , i'm back . just now was fun . took lots of pictures and
i'm lazy to upload it , fuckin lazy alright . some how i'm gonna
miss you for not meeting you for days and weeks . but i hope
we will meet and i got the feeling we would . just hope so .
take care and goodluck with everything dearest . dont forget
"sayang lah sangat-sangat." okay let's change topic , so i had
grill chicken for dinner . never ate anything for lunch and breakfast.
was fulled still cause of yesterday night i ate too much of snacks and
dish . aidel two more weeks , it's a promise eh don't paitau me again
eh . "make it sure if not i'll kill ya , dont mess with budak kecik ! "*LAUGH*

your only 12 and you dont have to boast and be too proud of everything.
alright ? grow up and get a life . stop being me can you pls ? i have no
time to entertain this shits i'm just sick and tired of your friends coming to
me and complaining eh . please uh dont get on my nerves small kiddo.
bilang aku sekarang ade ke wallet kate spade $1000 ? kau bilang aku lain
kau bilang kwn kau lain . eh eh , nak goreng kwn aje kau . pikeh dorg bodoh. kau tuh bodoh , bodoh . what post at your blog saying your friends
hates you ? your friends gave you respect and you dont even thankful at all ? what kind of shit's are you ? now what i have to pick your shits up ?
not ah , you pick it yourself little kiddo cause i got no time to face shits like you . oh yeah , kate spade bag is only cost $500+ why is the fuckin wallet cost $1000 ? pathetic much ? err yeah , wannabe much uh kau nak ikot2 org. tkpeee , close one eye ! nini give way for you to get to my level alright
tau ? SET EH , best best ! cannot wait to see uh .... ifyou would read this,get all this on your mind okay okay okay ? good kiddo ! bye sweets!

2009-11-02T02:53:00.000-08:00

i have nothing to do now , i have nothing to blog . i'm currently fuckin bored .
there's nothing to do at home . i've watched water horse with mummy just now
and it's awesome . had my lunch and breakfast together just now . mummy cooked
my favourite dish today , awesome . i hope i'll get cashes tml if not it's okay . i'll
just use my own saving's . do you think i should work ? mummy stopped me with
that idea of me working . i wanna work , i need a job but im too young to work .
then thats too bad for me . i'll have to wait until i'm 16 and now only my family could
support me . first of all , my eyes is making me sleepy and i feel hungry again .
each day by day i eat alot but i don't grow even fatter , weird much . pfft .
oh well , i need a nap now . xoxo .

2009-11-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

Boo Ya ! Hello ! Today i'm

spending time with laptop's,movies,tv,foods

and my cats at home .

staying at home for the whole day.

i really need to string clean my cupboard.

and i really miss my old clans .

and i really need to clean myself up.

chalobeteh !

2009-10-31T22:17:00.000-07:00

i wanna change again , its time .
before im too late for stuff i have to face of.
peace no war people , let's start a fresh .
after talking and sharing with my family
its really my time . thanks everyone..

to people who is fucking kepo right,
tkmau nak sebok okay . i know what
im doing then . get me ? thanks *smile*

2009-10-31T22:11:00.000-07:00

nowdays people let's just say 'pretenders', you don't have to be that
mean . your the one making it worst and making the trouble though.
if you wouldn't there , i'll clap my hands . you were there ,why
bother then ? i don't wanna see your face anymore . you make
things worst and now i'll see what you get in return then .
if you got a problem with me , get it to me . now what ?
you got the pitch ~?!? what makes you think its you im refering
if you got no proves on it right correct ?haha , yeah so shut up
and get lost then .

i'll pray hard for eveything for mummy to be save.

2009-10-31T04:11:00.000-07:00

i know i've done many mistakes . please forgive me for my mistakes .
i have finally settled my problems with my family . but somehow i regret for doing
this to mummy . mummy i know your worried . i know your always there for me .
i'm sorry for what i've done . i know you don't deserved all this . this is life ,
everything changes that fast . mummy thanks for buying everything i wanted .
mummy thanks for treating me . thanks for your care . thanks for being
there for me . i'm thankful and lucky to have a mother like you . forgive
me once again . mummy don't leave me , i still need a mother to live with.
how i wish i can turn the time back as i can spend more time with you .
those tears , those happiness , those memories i won't forget it always .
i know you don't deserved as how daddy's position it's now . im hurt badly too
mummy . oh god please help with my mum's condition . i'll pray hard for mummy.
she's the best , she's my everything . one and only mother i had its her . im brave
to face all this hurtful and painful position . im strong enough to fight back .
mummy i'll prove to you before you go . im sorry onces again . no matter
what i love you forever always mummy . i'll pray hard for everything for mummy
to be save . sorry people nini currently having major problems im sorry hope you
guys understand me . nini will be back in action soon as possible ;(

only me and him.

2009-10-31T02:31:00.000-07:00

Somehow i miss you badly already.
somehow i cant stop saying i love you.
we're still strong. i hope we won't drop.
i swear i miss you badly. i miss spending
time with you . each day i keep on
thinking of you . finally atleast i get
to meet you . i know people are
wondering who am i refering
to here now . its for you
public's to find out . it's just between
me and him only.

Happy Halloween People !

2009-10-31T02:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday halloween party at rp was fun.

our performances i like!

i like the dance floor !

every performances did their best.

ohhhh,i love the make-up yesterday.ITS FEARS!

much love,nini.

i know you know.

2009-10-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

my choice was you . my choice being with you was promised.
my choice to be there for you was marked . my choice for
taking care of you was signed . proving to you that i love you
was difficult . i failed it at last . i didn't get a chance to feel it
anymore . my choice was right . giving you hopes was part of
my scene . but i got nothing at last . am i too late to show you
once more ? it is really a choice for me now to leave you ?
i'm confused . i'm speechless . i don't know who to face to.
you said this "bukan tak sayang tapi i masih sayangkan you."
i hope you mark your words , i hope there's meaning behind
it . i dont want it to be out from your mouth but there's nothing
for you to care of . i know your be there for me and i know i'm
gonna be there for you . i believe we're gonna last for long .
i marked every words im saying and i trust it well . im still
waiting here . i know you know , i knew everything behind it.
whatever is it i still love you no matter what . if you would
read this , get all this in your mind love .

today topic is all about what had happen !

2009-10-20T09:39:00.000-07:00

Hey , What up people ? nini is not feeling good right now.
nini been busy with dance and with the upcoming dance
performance . lately i won't be blogging that much .
sooooooo here it goes the story begins , i was
stress of something . i was pissed that my nokia
E65 has broken into pieces . and i have no choice
to use my motorola phone as i have to wait for
next month maybe to get my new phone . nevermind
i can wait , its okay i can live with a useless phone.
until i get my blackberry soon i hope i get it fast.
i know its was actually this week but it was canceled.
thats the one thing which makes me go ARGH !
and lately having major problems ! FINALLY
MY EXAMS ARE OVER . RIGHT ITS TIME FOR
ME TO RELAX MY MIND ! THANK GOD !

-i plan to highlight my hair .
-do my nails with vanessa this saturday .
-get halloween party dress up as for 30th performance.
- hope i pass my exams as i had a major work out on it.
- major shopping on december !
- class outing is a must i planned everything nicely on
my head . what i wanna wear , should i bring my canon
along ? let's see if i got the mood to .
- i need to settle with my problems slowly with ______.

2009-10-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

im fucking pissed off with someone.
you fucking bastard . you fucking moron.
you fucking asshole . im so effing pissed with
you . why are you not replying my message
god damn it . you think you can run away ?
watch me bitch , snap fingers and thats it all.
no sorry words for you , let's says i can be hush
if you want me to . i'll catch you one day , one
day by just snapping my fingers and thats it
your so down , totally down this time .
you gave hopes , you promise me and its
a deal now your giving me shits , hell bitch,
you got the wrong person to mess with .
let's watch and see , im flying YEAH I AM .

2009-10-17T20:33:00.000-07:00

i don't feel like doing anything .

i dont feel like facing you.

i hate this part when you started

everything . when can i have my

happiness ? when can i set myself

free when nobody can stop me ?

thats the line i'll always ask myself .

why and when ? where and how ?

i dont care about money .... , i

want fucking happiness . WHERE ?

im currently having problems ,

so rarely blog as i dont have any mood

to . this kills me as im facing bullshits.

HELL BULLSHITS ! arghhh , you give me

money but i dont have happiness ?

WTFFFF IS THAT ? WTHH IS THAT ?

ARGHHHH , GET OVER IT AS I SAYS

I WANT MY HAPPINESS .

Boringggg post.

2009-10-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

I know i said i don't wanna blog . but i feel like blogging so im here blogging *giggles*
so today , i just came back from dance practice . not tired but fed up because im having
period and i need major study for maths paper two next tuesday , pfft , i'm getting cash
to grab adidas pants and gold sleeveless . im gonna highlight my hair when holiday
starts . and i cant wait cause its gonna be blonde bitch ! alright , i wanna have a
long sleep as tml i have major long day . much love , xoxo - LIL SHAWTY !

2009-10-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

i'm busy on thursday as i have dance practice.
i'm busy on friday as i have dance practice and art paper.
free on saturday , who wants to book me?
sunday someone has booked me as a double date.
any of my girls wanna tag along cause its a double date?
monday i'm free , there's no school .
tuesday i have math paper two and i gonna suck in it .
29october the next performance for rembuctions.
maybe 30th too ? I SOOOOO CANNOT WAIT !
HAVING PERIOD NOW , KILLS ME ARGH!

when can i have my happiness ? when can i set myself free when no one can stop me ?
i still wondering til i get , my wishes didn't came true it came all up side down .
oh god please help me , this kills me badly that my heart is broken hearted . it all
everywhere , im fucking confused and idk what to do now . let's says im speechless for now. bye.

will be back soon.

2009-10-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

CPA was kinda easy . Maths Paper 1 was 50/50 for me.
English was easy for me . Science was difficult for me.
And Tml i've got no school and Friday i'm having Art Exams.
Then Monday there's no school . Tuesday , Maths Paper 2 .
brrrr , pfft im scared to do maths this time . the question make
my head go right round right round ! for the mean time i dont
feel like blogging and do stuffs im having moodswing and problems
are coming out and in . i'll be back soon ! SEE YA'S! im fuck stress
right now.

2009-10-14T03:37:00.000-07:00

baby phat shoes for sale at only 60bucks.
you can get it at only 55bucks meet ups
at cck or bukit panjang only on friday . grab fast ! much love,nini.
do support peoplas !

2009-10-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

somehow i'm speechless now. i'm moodless now.
i'm nothing towards you now. i'm nobody towards you now.
i've lost everything and i lost you too . my wishes didn't came
true . my promises didnt end in the rights that we will make it.
it's end with me with my broken hearted . i don't deserved all
this . why am i suffering just to be in love with you ? i'll have
to bear and stay strong . thanks for the memories i'm still here
waiting for you how long it takes i'll just bear . leaving me its
your choice , being with someone you love more is your choice
too . i have no guts to stop you but i'll still remember every each
words you said front of my face . those tears was a waste , somehow
i'll stick to what i wanted it to be .

2009-10-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

not using motorola,effing useless.
using nokia E65 , smartphone..
pfft,waiting to get my blackberry
someone says its by this week .
let's watch and see . hmmm , i
cannot wait already . ZOMG!

so pissed cause i lost everyones
contact number.kanina nye mama!

2009-10-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

i likeeeeeee , feeling2 kimberly . *giggles*

My phone is gone , contact numbers gone!

2009-10-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

Attention , I've lost my phone .
and pls do not msg or call my previous number.
as someone has stoled my phone . pls delete my
number from your cellphone as i am not using
that number anymore . i'll have my new number
soon , you need it , you ask me at ninibloom05@hotmail.com . THANK YOU .
please pass me your contact number so that
i could save it at my old phone .

fyi : i'm waiting for the police to call me up if they could find my samsung pink touch phone.
can cry or not ? BOOOOOOOOOO ! fuck you to the person who stole it . currently using
my old motorola phone as im waiting to get my blackberry . toodles :(

All About Me.

2009-10-10T20:26:00.000-07:00

i like modelling , i like dancing , i like acting and i like singing.
i dance , i sing and i act . i like to dress up , i like fashion .
next i'm gonna take my runway soon , its for me to know its
for you to find out . little shawty has her ways to be what she
wants to . nobody can stop it . i'm being me , this is what my
life before . it returns back and i'm loving it . i'm not gonna
stop , i'm gonna stay like this . it's all about me here . damn,
randomness in my life , being humble is always a yes .

Battle Cry.

2009-10-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

I can't stop thinking about you . I can't stop loving you .
I can't stop dreaming about you . I can't stop hugging you .
I can't stop kissing you . I can't stop smiling .
I can't stop laughing . I can't stop everything about you.

Your my everything - You change my life - You make
me shine - You'll there whenever i'm down - Baby
it's the fact . That we'll gonna stay strong . Sometime's
i breakdown and cry about little things , but i know deep
in my heart , we'll there always .

I'm a strong girl who
never give up in little things and i believe i am different
from other girls . i'm a girl who everyone's talks about.
i'm hot topic , watch me i'm flying , should i care? look
people just jealous,want dirty , let's get dirty bitch .
you got the pitch ? why feel the pitch while i didnt
say it was you .

2009-10-10T07:12:00.001-07:00

I'm getting this soon , i dreamed about it too !

Happy Birthday Mummy : (sorry late updates)

2009-10-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

this was taken on thursday , shisha and dinner at haji lane . it's mummy's birthday !
look at the food , double yum . damn it's delicious .

2009-10-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

Let's story tell about my exams lately , my MT was cool .
my english was great . and now i'm freaking worried about
maths paper 1 this coming monday will be taking it . and im
rushing to blush up everything over again . sunday i'm going
to study maths like hell with farhan . this kills me alot ! i really
need to wake myself up this time . you can do it nini , i'm sure
can do ; double yay people !

monday ; maths paper 1 and DNT .
DNT thanks to Mr Ravi i finally get everything right
before exams started , thank god ! i hope i can do it,
wish me luck people *cross fingers*
brrrrrrr , it's 3am in the morning and im not yet sleeping
so i'll shall have my sleepingbeauty now , rise and shine*peace*

2009-10-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

$$$$$ saturday shopping with mummy and what the hell just now i
did a random front flip which i hurt my knee , and it turns out blue black.
goshy gosh , better take care of my body i don't wanna break any of it ..
good luck to voguelicious tml , all the best ! i like my lips only in this
picture , look look ! okay i'm pathetic now ? yeah righttt . goodbye im tired .

model for a day ?

2009-10-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

hey bitches , model for the day ? i'm bored it's for fun though the pictures. xoxo.

2009-10-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

pictures pictures pictures ! that day was the best day.
had lunch with farhan , dino and alyv at sakura .
met up with voguelicious , watch them practice had fun with them.
farhan , dino and me practice our dance for 29october performances.
we still have to buck up but everything was good . our energy was
there . *clap hands* bused home at 11pm and off to yishun starbucks
grab drinks and cab home . tiring yet fun . while thats for today , see
ya's xoxo - Nini !

2009-10-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

hello bitches , sorry for not blogging soooooooo this few days been hanging
out with BFF's , i bought both of us new pair of couple shoes! cute right ?
same ring and same shoes . awww , i miss alyv already . hopefully wednesday
you will be there BFF ! farhan i miss you too , kamu BFF kite jugak lah kan .
soooo , been shopping for shoes and shoes non stop huh me ... now i'll better
shop at topshop and adidas more to that . 46bucks topshop boots ? omg im
going crazy ? next week , im so going ! who wanna go with me ? let's go ?

k bye , better go study . tata ! ohhhhhh yeaaaaaaah i can get blackberry phone
if i pass my exams , but surely i get nye lah . OH OH I CANNOT WAIT UH.
oh yeah i dont care i dont give a fuck cause i so gonna catch that phone.

2009-10-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

raya with mummy and daddy . dinner at adam road .
i've got nothing to post about today so let's post about
the other day what happen to me and him . first of all,
we somehow hang out again , and i treated him frappes.
while walking i was with my sad face wondering what's
gonna happen the next few days between me and him,
he was reading my heart the other minute he said this"dont
worry i'll will always be there for you." he hugged me and
i hugged him back and i said this "omg your so sweet."
after that we smiled at each other he accompany me while
i was waiting for the cab , cheek kisses and lips and hugged
him tight . in the cab he messaged me this not forgetting ily!
i nearly burst out my tears wondering will we last that long even
if we're not couples but just ttm's . i always knew you will be there (:

2009-10-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

bitch we got the same ring, its a ring i bought for both of us .
kite kan BFF , i so miss rembuctions already .

2009-10-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

picture with voguelicious , sorry its not clear. I love them so much ! bye!

2009-10-03T10:13:00.000-07:00

Town again > meet voguelicious > shop for makeups.
yishun > north point > slack > home .

i know i've been crapping around at my blog i mean
the way i post, was kinda lazy though . *giggles*
i've have a news that i'm going england next year,
with abg , kakak and abg's adik . cant wait , cannot
wait u know u know i know right ! im off to bed now.
i just renew a post which i just post just now . toodles bitchs.

2009-10-02T10:17:00.000-07:00

hello bitches , i'm back from town . today meet voguelicious and had
dance practice for awhile . GUCCI GUCCI GUCCI ! i know right .
k shut up ! sooo i bought my new shoes already !!! nice or not ? hehe
okay lah i better stop crapping here . tml meeting voguelicious again
erm erm , but not comfirm hor me ? k bye malas uh nak type .

2009-10-01T20:15:00.000-07:00

let me post a proper post . so this is what happen today.
school > town with sis and abg > shopped at adidas > home.
so we had dinner at adam road and off to get my clothes .
firstly , this was the conversation . let me type it . its cool and he's giving
me high hopes and im hoping to make it that far and make them proud.

abg : "nini,if you pass your exam in 70% i'll buy for you anything you
want , anything in this world you want just tell me i'll buy it on the spot."

abg :"study hard and make us proud , we want you to end up in poly not
ite . poly life is much more better . when you reach 18 abg will pay for
ya driving lesson and buy any car you want if only you end up in poly."

abg : "i say if you do all this and pass and go to poly , nak lv ? meh sini
abg beli kan . nak more bag , nak lagi kate spade ? i can buy for you unless
you pass your exams over 70% or 70% . i swear that if you pass this and
study hard you will get the best future ever. i know you can do it nini,
dance is dance . if its study , means study . i know you have talents but
dont make your studies dropped . okay ? "

me: "i'm so hoping for this , insyallah i'll try my best . *stress*."

so this is what my conversation was , i am so fucking happy yet
stress but my abg in law is so kind to me . he bought me whatever
i wanted for all this while . i owe you by making you happy for onces.
i need to study hard now , cbbbbb stresss aku ! hehehs .

2009-09-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

monday -
school.
cab to meet him.
spend time with 'him'
slack with dance friends.
had kfc with them .
cab home.

tuesday -
didnt attend school.
had pastamania (my treat)
to tampines dance practice.
bus home and cab home.

this few days i keep on cabbing home.
was damn fuck lazy to train home .
sooo last week , the whole week i
cab to dance practice then cab home.
almost everyday , pffffft im tired goodbye.

getting busy and busy every single day.
so sorry if im not posting .

2009-09-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

i know im strong and brave .
i know im a strong girl for facing those hurtful things.
i know i hurt you when i cried infront of you.
i'm sorry for making you cry while i was in a sad mood.
i'm confused , i don't understand . i'm speechless .
i didnt mean to make things worst , you know what i felt.
i know how you felt. i understand every single thing
your facing now . i know we're gonna stand strong whatever
it is . you know i will be there for you and i know your
gonna be there for me too . i can feel the smells of love.
i know the love is always gonna be there , but its too
confusing . i know your a nice guy i know you dont deserve
all those . singing ada cinta at your ears was sweet hugging
you tightly never let it go . every single words and actions
has a meaning . bby im confused now , idk what to do . im
totally blank . i dont wish to fight with you again , its
useless . sometimes im total of emotional , but somehow
i stand strong whatever it is . even if i cried like hell ,
i still remember im a strong girl . i felt like giving up,
but i woke myself up . remember that dont ever give up in
each little things or big things that is worst to worst you
are facing now or somehow whenever . this is not the last ,
its not the end of my life . i have many to face , i will
stick to whatever it is , standing strong always .

2009-09-25T21:15:00.000-07:00

me and you at the playground house listening
to romantic songs . those sweet kisses , those
laughs , so much memories . we are just too
sweet at the playground house . listening those
songs at my playlist makes me miss you more.
even though we met yesterday and today and
next week . i still can't stop missing you . every
second , every minute , every hour i kept thinking
about you . baby , i love you . please dont leave me *tears*

listening to ada cinta makes me miss you more , as we sang
this song at this place together . we were feeling2 i jadi
acha , he feeling2 jadi irwansyah . but it sounds great *sad*
arghhh , i miss you like hell now :( idk why the hell why im
so emotional now . but i just miss my love and i find it soo
confused now . i cannot think now , argh . bye .

2009-09-25T21:05:00.000-07:00

my new hairstyle, love it alot ! much much better than the previous one.
correct not people ? haha , okay sorry im lazy to update . good bye freaks.

2009-09-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

It's time to be brave , says i'm not afraid .
not anymore , i used to be calm now the
temperature's changed it just ain't the
same .

I'm not afraid , i'm not afraid .
cause ive become brave as the
light day . Straight into a cave
to show me the way . that i
might be saved . now i'm
turning the page .

thanks to the power of love.
I can love cause i am brave.

fyi , after listening the lyrics it reminds me of someone .
someone i love but i can't let it be . i can't win his heart.
it's too late cause he doesnt cares . i cried after listening
this song , thinking of you day and night . does that word
iloveyou really means to you or just words come out from
your mouth . we used to be closed like a couple . you know
how i felt . i'm sorry if i have to let you go . it's doesnt feel
right , you dont even care . lettting you go and just go and
find a new one . that last word you said it's that really means
to you , i'm still wondering until now . even if it's months ago.
im still here thinking about you , but i kept it quiet . seem like
you fought a new partner , go on and be happy cause i am
brave whatever it is . im not afraid to face love , i have to
be strong under all those words i heard .

2009-09-21T20:08:00.000-07:00

Late wishes , Selamat Hari Raya To All Muslims . May God Bless You.
Please Do Forgive me if i have do any mistakes towards you . i get lots
of message from people wishing me . sorry if i didnt reply . thanks and
you too . Pictures on First Day raya will be upload soon and the 2nd day
too . now today i didnt attend school and i will off to meet alyv vogue
and then we go get our dr martens . no wait , meet dyana for tie dye and
off to meet him . brother in law seems like getting me a new camera since
my fucking useless camera is flatdead . oh yes yes this week im ordering
pastry shoes , cant wait cant wait ! this month im buying lots of shoes idk
whats wrong with me , but i feel like using heels to town . hhaha i had that
feeling i want to but it's so tiring with heels . i need more tie dye tee's and
cropped tee's and shorts and shoes and i need to shop at DIVA FOR SURE
A MUST . MY BLACK RIBBON HEADBAND DAH PATAH WTFF!
this time i go for rainbows . and goldddddddddd . I KNOW RIGHT ITS
SO DIVA .

PICTURES ON 6SEPTEMBER

2009-09-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

this was taken on 6september.

had indon foods and dan ryan for dessert.

i feel like eating dan ryan this saturday.

anyone ? vanessa jom ? haha!

rembuctions

2009-09-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

rembuctions crew , theres many more but i think this is the nicer picture.
i get the video of us dancing , while too bad im not gonna show it here or
send to anyone who wants it . alright chalobeteh , i will update tml.